Tuesday, February 10, 2009

-Tired of all this shit. Really tired.-

In recent times, I've been becoming more and more tired of life. The people I once thought was important in my life are slowly fading away. Memories of them are mostly bad ones now. I can't ever recall good ones anymore.

Is this how people become sucidal? Cos' many a times I wonder why people jump, etc to end their lives when life has so much in-stored for them. But now, I feel their agonising pain. I feel them. And I can tell it's unbearable.

People tell me, wow, your parents sure love you a lot. Bullshit. I think they don't.

People tell me, wow, you sure got great friends that you can rely on. Bullshit. Cos' I think they can't even see through the mask I've put on.

People tell me, you have got a lot to live for. Bullshit. Tell me first then, what is your definition of "a lot"? I bet you can't even name 20.

People tell me, but sucide is just stupid. Bullshit. I think it can really take away all the pain right now, instantly.

People tell me, anything but suicide. I can't find a better plan right now.

So I say, goodnight world.


Junk took a break @ 1:15 am|

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